Far Too Long
Well unfortunately the silence has gone on for far too long, totally unintentional that this was my last (but not final) post. The saga began 3 weeks ago when my dad wanted to cancel one of the land lines at home and DSL planned to switch its service to another line. But then after a week of trying to install the temporary dial-up Verizon realized that the DSL internet service would only work on the line they canceled. However, they still have not turned the service back on despite hours spent on the phone. Needless to say I am not a happy camper. Today is just a temporary break in the silence. I do not have internet service back. I am in the city using another computer. So many things have happened in the past few weeks, but many of the moments are now lost as I will not recapture them here.
I do not like blogging on my friend’s computer, but I will try to catch up and leave comments. Hopefully, I will be back on full time sometime in the near future. Thanks for the tag Scraps. I will get on it asap.
And I can’t end without a few words on the surging Yankees. First place feels awesome and the trade deadline acquisitions worked out perfectly. I will leave you with a song as I am slowly moving on.
"And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore
....I can't hate you anymore.
Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. "
………………….
I do not like blogging on my friend’s computer, but I will try to catch up and leave comments. Hopefully, I will be back on full time sometime in the near future. Thanks for the tag Scraps. I will get on it asap.
And I can’t end without a few words on the surging Yankees. First place feels awesome and the trade deadline acquisitions worked out perfectly. I will leave you with a song as I am slowly moving on.
"And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore
....I can't hate you anymore.
Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. "
………………….
posted by bellanny at 3:00 PM
4 Comments:
Welcome back. Your Yankees look good, much to my chagrine.
Welcome back, even if it's temporary! I've missed you. :)
*claps for the Yankees*
Isn't it scary how a song can sometimes capture exactly what you're thinking and feeling? I'm glad your heart is on the mend. But I know what it feels like to be letting go of what will never happen but still have that pain.
Thanks. Verizon keeps telling me I'll have service any day now, but i will not believe it until I see it.
Yup, this song came pretty close
So much to write about. Can't wait to get back.
You gonna disappear on us now? Oh no!
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