Saturday, May 06, 2006

Now What...?

I wrote this a few months ago and was unsure about whether to post it or not. But, here it goes.

You think you finally found it all…after all the waiting …and knowing you won’t settle for less...because you know it’s out there…and then you find it, or maybe it found you…the timing seems perfect...instant connection…not perfection, but awfully close…closer than you dreamed…even if it involves a little compromise and change…makes you want it all the more…but then all of a sudden it is out of reach and there is nothing you can do…it hurts all the more because although it’s nice to know you were right and it is out there and you found it your way…like it was sent straight to you from G-d…but now what…how do you continue…is anything else settling for less…was that the once in a lifetime…you can’t wait forever in case there is a change of heart but you don’t want to settle for less…everything else will now be compared to that one moment in time.

There is nothing I can do at the moment, but sit back and wait. Yet, it helps to get it out.

1 Comments:

Blogger Scraps said...

Ouch. That hurts.

11:09 AM  

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